As in the Alcoholics Anonymous Twelve-Step Program, the very first step is admitting to oneself that one has a problem. You seem to have mastered this first step with bravour, so the prospects for a full recovery seem good.
Keep coming to the monthly meetings, avoid contact with Glock people (they're usually easy to spot) and, above all, avoid watching Hickok45 videos.
Good luck with your recovery.
Balor